To Fix A Broken Heart by omnomnomasaurus, literature
Literature
To Fix A Broken Heart
Alex shifted his weight slightly on his elbows as he continued to write his lyrics in his notebook, as he read the lyrics he could feel a tear trickle down his cheek. Singing the last few lines to himself he could feel his throat closing up "So now I'll go, Leave you be, Cause I know you won't be, missing me, missing me " the song came to a close, Alex's voice was nearly gone, laying down in his bunk he broke into silent sobs. The salty tears rolled off his flushed cheeks and down onto his pillow soaking it. He couldn't help but miss Lisa, even though she'd been horrible to him he loved her. He missed her smile, the way she smelt, her la
Running from reapers - Phan by missgeeholly, literature
Literature
Running from reapers - Phan
"Dan was an incredible person. He lit up the room whenever he smiled and he was an absolute joy to be around. I'll never forget him. I hope he's happier where he is now." The girl stepped down from the podium as fresh tears spilled over red-rimmed eyes throughout the congregation.
"That's fucking bullshit. She talked to me once, asked if she could borrow my pen. She never even gave it back." Dan sulked, arms crossed as he sat on the side of the hole in the ground, legs dangling down above his casket. Being dead sucked. Another boy Dan barely recognised stood to speak.
"Dan was like a best friend to me." He began and Dan's mouth fell open.
"Th
You're staring at him again, as is pretty much everyone else in the car park. Maybe not as flat-out obvious as you, but they're staring. Sneaking peaks as they're 'looking for their friends'. But you don't care. It's not like they're not used to what you're doing. It is Dan Howell after all. Dan Howell with his quiffed hair and his leather jacket and his too-tight pebble washed black jeans, leaning against his old 1967 Mustang. Always leaning against that car. Like it's some sort of safety blanket for the college car parks. Not like he'd need anything protecting him.
He arrived in town a few months back, and you haven't been able to stop sta
"I can't do this any more." Phil shuffled his feet, mumbling into his sleeve covered fist.
"Can't do what, baby?" Dan asked, not looking up from his laptop screen.
"Us." As soon as the word passed Phil's lips, Dan's head snapped up, staring up at Phil with large, wounded eyes.
"What? Why?!" Dan panicked, shoving his laptop on to the sofa next to him and standing in front of Phil.
"I.. It's... It's complicated." Phil stuttered, unable to think of a real reason.
"It is... Do you not love me any more?" Dan's voice was so upset Phil had to actually fight off tears. This was much more difficult than he had originally anticipated. He nodded, deci
To some people, it’s called breathing.
To me, it’s called inhaling poison,
Which drenches my lungs and sinks into my bones
And melts into my mind.
To some people, it’s called anxiety.
To me, it’s called an unbearable shakiness in my soul
The nervousness preventing my from ever escaping
This disease in my heart.
To some people, it’s called living.
To me, it’s called never being able to run away.
Never being able to truly go, truly leave.
To me, it’s called being caught in a nightmare,
While struggling to dream.
Chasing a mystery with no solution.
Escaping your own sanity to reach more sanity,
Freei